Saturday, February 22, 2020

Perpetual Motion

I know you don’t love me 
But you want to know me
From the lines that you wrote me
I don’t understand 

You are so unlike 
Anyone I’ve ever met in this life 
You’re lead - you’re light -
I’m water in your hands 

And I have to run back to the source

I can’t stay
And you don’t need me
Don’t let me go 
You can’t anyway
I was never yours
And it doesn’t matter anymore
You are more 
You need more 

Tell me do you sleep
Or have any time to dream 
Between cymbal and signal 
And all the moments I’ll never see  

You’re perpetual motion
But can we find a way to stop
And freeze time 
When it all falls down on the coldest night of the year 
Get in it’s warm in here 

I can’t stay
And you don’t need me 
Don’t let me go 
You can’t anyway
I was never yours 
And it doesn’t matter anymore 
You are more 
You need more 

You never told me about the fire 
I love you for your freedom
wish that I could fly 

Monday, February 10, 2020

1/1000

Walking through the city after dark 
Trying to forget who you are 
I don’t know where you are
I walk up to the bar
He smiled and asked me what I’d like to drink
I don’t care, I just don’t want to think 
He handed me my drink
His hair was just like yours
But no one in this world will ever have your eyes

It’s the little things
Bringing back what used to be 
Stolen memories

Walking through the city once again 
Hear the music from a far-off band 
I like the sound
I wander in 
He looks at me then he starts to play 
I meet his eyes and then I look away 
He sings that he’ll be true 
But he just isn’t you 
And no one in this world could ever make me cry

Like the little things 
You sang and said so soft to me 
Possibilities 

Here in this small town I get the big picture
You’ll never remember me, never come back here
I’m one of a hundred — one of a thousand 
To me you’re one of a kind
I need to get you out of my mind 


And all the little things... 

Thursday, November 28, 2019

When the pieces settle

At some point I heard your song again 
And I didn’t cry
Or even notice that I didn’t 
Until I realized I sang the harmony
But the melody was missing

You nod your head in passing
And we walk our separate ways
But I remember you February fondly
Blue sweater silver sunglasses 
And I smile

And you come looking for me 
In the snow and 
I hardly see you there 
And you want to say hello 
So we stand outside hair whiter by the moment
Until I drive away

Time heals all and covers up the love that once was there 
But your voice on the phone brings it back in a moment 
Your voice and your name take me back to the time when it was just you and me and a million stars 
Dancing under a full moon in the valley
Swaying and turning like time 
But I stop and remember it’s over 
Remembering’s not realistic
And I hang up and go about my day 

Next year will be better now that I’ve let you go 
Next year will be easier when I don’t feel it anymore 
If it comes back it’s yours they say
But I don’t want it to be that way  

I let you go but I’m the one who’s gone

Wednesday, November 20, 2019

Up and Out

Walking on sunshine 
It’s a beautiful day 
It’s raining but that’s the best kind anyway

What’s that playing
My favorite song 
Girl on the street says hey let’s sing along

Who’s that in front of me
It’s an old friend 
I met yesterday saying hello again

Hold them close just a moment 
Cause all we have are moments 
And we don’t know what tomorrow’s gonna bring

What I gonna do with all this love 
Can’t keep it all inside it’s burning up
Go and look outside and find the one
Who needs some of their own

What I gonna do when the song’s been sung 
Let it echo out now loud and long 
When it fades away it’s reached someone 
Who needed your voice  
Send it up and out 

Make faces at a baby 
Pet a friendly dog 
Listen to a story told by someone who lived it long ago

Hug a friend who’s crying 
Help someone in need 
You’ve been given so so much and it’s time to let it go 

Love is not a mirror 
Reflecting back at you 
Love is like a window 
Go on and send it through 
(Send it up and out)
Can’t hold it back can’t hold it down
Send it out and change this world now 

Send it up and out ...  

Monday, November 18, 2019

Mountain

You don’t get to live on the mountaintop
You’ve got to come home sometime
You’ll climb again
You don’t wake up and make your breakfast on the stage
After the lights come up
You’ll sing again
If you want to
Do what you need to do
Take all the time you need
All that you want to be
Is in your reach
But you have to climb

Friday, September 13, 2019

What’s left when the fire is out is what you get to keep

Go ahead
Pour your heart out on my floor
But leave some room for me
You’re right, again
I’ve been here before
And I’m still here
And I’ll be

Everything you are
Is all you’ve always been
Never apologize for who you are, my friend
Everything I am
I’m sorry, I’m sorry,
I never wanted you to understand

Go along
With it all and play the role
Quintessential Mrs. Cold
Calm on the surface
Inside the raging sea
No one can know
Don’t let them see

Everything we are
Is all we’ve always been
And our stories and our story will remain
I add to who I am
Some of who you are
I never thought it would end this way

Go away
Give it time to settle down
And we can lose these things we’ve found

Everything we are
Is all we’ve always been
And our stories and our story will remain
I add to who I am
Some of who you are
I never thought it would end this way

The fire that burns inside
It lasts for just a while
And we only get to keep what makes it through
Everything you are
Is who you were before
Take the memory of me with you

Monday, July 22, 2019

Enchanted

Texas was simple and seemed universal
Louisiana happened along the way
Washington could have been home for forever 
But I loved it too much to stay
Illinois was full; there was never a future for me
And I set off again

I don’t know if I want to live here forever so I guess I will anyway
In this land of contradictions, sun and snow and monsoon rain
I’m afraid to go out until I’m out there
As I rest by the water I find
I’m enchanted and I’m here
Leaving nothing behind 

I’m not sure how I fit in here
A blank page in an epic history
I feel so unprepared and so sheltered 
But I can’t build this wall around me 
So I walk on these unstable rocks and pebbles under the Milky Way 
I want to keep moving but stay 

I don’t know what I’m doing, I never really did, but it doesn’t matter anyway
In the city different I’ve learned that no matter where I go I’m always the same 
I’m afraid to go out until I’m out there
As I rest by the water I find
I’m enchanted and I’m here
Leaving nothing behind 

California is full of all that glitters 
But the gold has been gone for some time
New York’s got it all and then some, I saw
But I don’t need the world at my feet, thanks, I’m fine
Colorado’s deceptively uncomplicated
But I haven’t traversed its heights
Home is where you hang your hat and your coat 
Right now they’re here and they’re mine

I don’t know what I’m doing, I never really did, but it doesn’t matter anyway
In the city different I’ve learned that no matter where I go I’m always the same 
I’m afraid to go out until I’m out there
As I rest by the water I find
I’m enchanted and I’m here
Leaving nothing behind