Showing posts with label face in a crowd. Show all posts
Showing posts with label face in a crowd. Show all posts

Thursday, November 28, 2019

When the pieces settle

At some point I heard your song again 
And I didn’t cry
Or even notice that I didn’t 
Until I realized I sang the harmony
But the melody was missing

You nod your head in passing
And we walk our separate ways
But I remember you February fondly
Blue sweater silver sunglasses 
And I smile

And you come looking for me 
In the snow and 
I hardly see you there 
And you want to say hello 
So we stand outside hair whiter by the moment
Until I drive away

Time heals all and covers up the love that once was there 
But your voice on the phone brings it back in a moment 
Your voice and your name take me back to the time when it was just you and me and a million stars 
Dancing under a full moon in the valley
Swaying and turning like time 
But I stop and remember it’s over 
Remembering’s not realistic
And I hang up and go about my day 

Next year will be better now that I’ve let you go 
Next year will be easier when I don’t feel it anymore 
If it comes back it’s yours they say
But I don’t want it to be that way  

I let you go but I’m the one who’s gone

Friday, September 13, 2019

What’s left when the fire is out is what you get to keep

Go ahead
Pour your heart out on my floor
But leave some room for me
You’re right, again
I’ve been here before
And I’m still here
And I’ll be

Everything you are
Is all you’ve always been
Never apologize for who you are, my friend
Everything I am
I’m sorry, I’m sorry,
I never wanted you to understand

Go along
With it all and play the role
Quintessential Mrs. Cold
Calm on the surface
Inside the raging sea
No one can know
Don’t let them see

Everything we are
Is all we’ve always been
And our stories and our story will remain
I add to who I am
Some of who you are
I never thought it would end this way

Go away
Give it time to settle down
And we can lose these things we’ve found

Everything we are
Is all we’ve always been
And our stories and our story will remain
I add to who I am
Some of who you are
I never thought it would end this way

The fire that burns inside
It lasts for just a while
And we only get to keep what makes it through
Everything you are
Is who you were before
Take the memory of me with you

Monday, July 22, 2019

Enchanted

Texas was simple and seemed universal
Louisiana happened along the way
Washington could have been home for forever 
But I loved it too much to stay
Illinois was full; there was never a future for me
And I set off again

I don’t know if I want to live here forever so I guess I will anyway
In this land of contradictions, sun and snow and monsoon rain
I’m afraid to go out until I’m out there
As I rest by the water I find
I’m enchanted and I’m here
Leaving nothing behind 

I’m not sure how I fit in here
A blank page in an epic history
I feel so unprepared and so sheltered 
But I can’t build this wall around me 
So I walk on these unstable rocks and pebbles under the Milky Way 
I want to keep moving but stay 

I don’t know what I’m doing, I never really did, but it doesn’t matter anyway
In the city different I’ve learned that no matter where I go I’m always the same 
I’m afraid to go out until I’m out there
As I rest by the water I find
I’m enchanted and I’m here
Leaving nothing behind 

California is full of all that glitters 
But the gold has been gone for some time
New York’s got it all and then some, I saw
But I don’t need the world at my feet, thanks, I’m fine
Colorado’s deceptively uncomplicated
But I haven’t traversed its heights
Home is where you hang your hat and your coat 
Right now they’re here and they’re mine

I don’t know what I’m doing, I never really did, but it doesn’t matter anyway
In the city different I’ve learned that no matter where I go I’m always the same 
I’m afraid to go out until I’m out there
As I rest by the water I find
I’m enchanted and I’m here
Leaving nothing behind